I can't sleep so I decided to blog.
In the process of making myself to fall asleep, thoughts keep coming in. I keep thinking about the past. It hurts that I miss my old self a lot. But at the same time, I am grateful for the present. There are things that I dislike about the present and one of them is this feeling that I don't really grow here, in terms of maturity. I am still a sensitive person. Nope, that's not what I want to be. I want to be wiser. But how? I'm not sure. I need to be somewhere new so that I can meet new people.
That's it. Enough. I need to get back to sleep. See how rusty my mind is now. I wish that I am someone new next year. So please ya Allah I really hope that I'll get to transfer to another school.
