i think im in need of some strengths. I know the strenghths but im lazy. Im lazy to do lots of things. Even to think. I dislike my current condition. There are times i'll be so motivated that i found myself not having enough time to fulfill every single deeds that i want to do. But now it's the opposite. How i wish i am the eager me. But come to think of it, i was always being reminded that 'iman' has its ups and downs. When it is in its down cycle mood, there are actually lots of ways to make it go up higher again. Then this reminds me of a song by opick tombo ati. Maybe i should do one of the ways in order to cleanse up everything that contribute to me being a not-so-productive one.