EQ

Diri ini: explaining and complaining about a problem
Housemate aka Jr: I think you shouldn't worry. This is a minor prob only. *Serious face* We, ladies are always not good at handling emotions. We don't have that emotional intelligence kan at times?

Yes. Emotional intelligence. Maybe mine is low. I've realised each time I determine to look at life with spirit of love and optimism, something will come trying to ruin that determination, but if viewed positively, it is meant to make me stronger. It is like to test me. Reminds me of Native Deen's Life is a test.

XXX

Dari Anas ra, dari Nabi saw. bersabda, “Tiga perkara jika kalian memilikinya, maka akan didapati manisnya iman. (Pertama) orang yang menjadikan Allah dan Rasul-Nya lebih dicintai dari selainnya. (Kedua) mencintai seseorang semata-mata karena Allah swt. (Ketiga), tidak senang kembali kapada kekufuran setelah diselamatkan oleh Allah swt, sebagaimana ketidak-senangannya dilempar ke dalam api neraka.” (HR Bukhar Muslim dengan redaksi Muslim)

I don't want to love if it is not because of You.

How?
Struggle aka mujahadah

"We have to struggle. That's mujahadah. Learning to suppress the nafs (desire) for the sake of Allah subhanawata'ala. Because we are here for Allah. This is ikhlas. To do it for Allah's sake.. really! everything for Allah's sake. To do it for Allah subhanawata'ala! that's ISLAM.(Hamza Yusuf)."